Getting lost

Getting lost, or being lost, can be good in a way. It means that you're letting yourself free of whatever that was thrown at you, getting away from people's expectations, start trusting your heart, your soul, your instinct, and the universe to guide you to wherever they thought would be a perfect escapade.

But being lost for quite a while can be troublesome too. You'll start losing what was important for you. What values you used to hold on so much. You get too much freedom, it kills you. Without strands of yarn or some chains that ties you down to earth, you won't survive for long. Freedom sets you free, it does. But if you take too much freedom, too much time getting lost in whatever escapade that you found, you'll see that the life you used to had had already changed. Those dreams you used to nurtured so much would eventually die if you left it alone for too long. And your hard works too, they shall perish and gone like you never had them in the first place. And all those feelings. All those hearts you willingly gave to people. Will they ever come back if you're not there, watching over them?

And if you were actually lost too deep you lose whatever path you took before, will you be able to come back? Or will you stay, start a new dream, build a new heart, and start scratching for a piece of future?

It's troublesome, to start again from zero. But if it's what it takes to get back on top, will it be worth the hard work? Will you be able to forget all the glory you used to had back in your old life? You can't help but to reminisce and compare both. And maybe, just maybe, you'll feel a teeny whiny bit of regret in a corner of your newly made heart. That maybe if you just came back, things would be normal and you'll be able to fix things back to its ordinary state. You won't lose anything. 

Will you return or will you move on?



So where shall we go? To the right where nothing's left, or to the left where nothing's right?

(Oh I know that quote is out of topic, but let's face it, we all deal with this kind of choices everyday. It's not like it's completely oot anyway. Dikutip dengan penuh kesadaran dari quote di signature Ysabel Ferrar milik @winterfireworks di forum Indocapitol.)



Jadi, yang mana?

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