so yeah, I'm pretty much a ball of negative energy right now, and I don't think Twitter would be the best place to just pour it all out since they're still on new year mode and I don't wanna bring the whole mood down. Nor affected by it.









And yeah, I just realized how much of a loner I've been since the early morning of December 31st. And I kinda like it.



And I just don't want ANYONE to drag me into some kind of activity outside the house now since I'm in my loner mode and I just don't wanna go outside. That, and I don't wanna have to practice in the last day of school holiday. That's just sucks.

And I don't even wanna watch those DVDs I bought with my mom because I don't wanna watch together. And I just don't get the idea of how my dad seemed to want us to have a family time on New Year, which is actually nice but considering my foul mood since yesterday morning, I don't have any interest in it.


And I'm ranting about stupid things in the first day of 2012. What a good start.